haha..it's been so long I logged into my oooollllddd journal on here and thought it was the right one..barely anyone updates this anymore! Myspace is great..but not so private it you actually like the journal-y thing..

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i'm so tired of bills..they're all on time and my credit's lookin great (i'd lose my job if i paid them late and it showed up) but GOD..there are so many of them and there's so not enough money..

Here's to not getting jaded by life's hardships..and still seeing beauty in the world ....



I will be toasting to that tonight til I pass out drooling..lol

forgot..we went to hugenot instead of where we were gonna go..not a bad place for a first timer like me(that's what they said). next time we're going to..ginny springs? or somethin like that

I'm all about camping and outdoor concerts now..

SOOOO..my first camping trip..

WAS FRIGGIN AWESOME!! There were supposed to be at least 12 people there..but it turned out to be Mark, Jake, and Christina. At first I was a little weary about that..but it turned out to be great. It was cold, windy, and nasty by the time Saturday rolled around..but I would do it all again. I've really never had so much fun. Thank God there were showers..cuz I wouldn't have made it. I like to think I'm not much of a girlie girl..but I have to have a shower, sink, and real bathroom. The only real problem I had was that I always sleep on my side..and that hurt..even though I brought tons of extra blankets to lay on..it still hurt. I didn't feel it til morning..

Well..there was another problem..I lost Jake's car keys on the beach lol. Eventually we found them..but it sucked. Mark lost his keys Sunday morning when we were leaving to go to Planetfest..that was interesting. They ended up being rolled up in the tent.

Ugh..all I wanted to do was go home before Planetfest and do my hair..put on fresh-from-the-dryer clothes..all that good stuff..but nooooooooooo I had to go there looking like shit. I wasn't trying to impress anyone or anything..but I would have felt better if I'd ..I dunno..felt clean?
I dunno..everyone at Planetfest said it sucked. I had a GREAT time..even though..yeah the local bands sucked for the most part. It was just a lot of fun being there. Karen met us down there along with some of her "friends"..I dunno..weird. Shinedown was better than I thought they'd be. Even though I absolutely love them..I didn't think they'd be that great live. By the time we left, I was completely trashed..but a good trashed. Happy, sleepy, loopy..yup..it was awesome.

If this year sucked (like everyone says)I can't wait til next year!

I saw tons of people I know..which I didn't expect. I honestly expected it to be extremely packed. I saw Schona..and that was great. I'm glad you had the same response I did to seeing you. You were comfortable giving me a hug n stuff and I was all like awwww..n stuff :Þ

I haven't been drunk for three days (nights..evenings) in a row since I was..17? It was beautiful..lol. Immature, stupid, FUN..and I liked it.

I'm spending Thanksgiving with Jake's family..because for some reason my dad decided work was more important AGAIN...grrr..I know doublt time and a half pay is great..but still. I dunno..it really bugs me.

Plus with mom being very sick..it isn't Meiner's disease anymore..they don't think..they think it's her brain.

She's going to a neurologist next week. I'm truely scared.


But..on a happy note..I hope everyone has an AMAZING Thanksgiving :) And if you went to Planetfest and thought it sucked..be THANKFUL that you're able to do stuff like that..because some people can't..(or somethin..lol)

I know..it's insanely stupid..but I'm working on making all my entries friends only. I just don't want certain people to find me, you know?