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admit that you believe
just like you did yesterday..
Created on 2005-05-21 06:49:21 (#7179276), last updated 2007-11-15
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Basic Info| Name: | believeinme176 |
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| Website: | my...myspace |
BioI've learned that nothing in life goes as planned but that we'll all continue to plan things until we die. Even our death will be planned before it happens. I'm 23, divorced, and have an amazing son. Usually when people hear that I get "oh, I'm sorry" or something like that. Don't be, really. I am happier right now than I ever have been! Life is great once you realize you really do have so much ahead of you to look forward to.
Being a single mom, is of course, not something I dreamed about. However, it is amazing. I know that even though at the end of everyday I'm exhausted, I'm molding a person. Reminding myself of that helps me be the best role model I can be. He'll see that I work hard to support him but never complain about it, because he's more important than anything else in the world. Everyone that knows me knows that he is number one in my life and has been since the day I found out I was pregnant. I always tell people when they ask if I wish I had waited yes. But then I go on to tell them that even though I wish I had waited; if someone told me I could give Braydin up now and have him back at the same age 5 years from now, with nothing changed, they would get a hell no. I don't even know what to do with myself when he's at his dad's house. I get restless and end up driving around for hours sometimes (that really sucks considering the gas prices). I couldn't have a more brilliant, loveable little boy. (don't get me wrong though..he's definitely a hellion)
I'm finally starting all over. Everything that has happened in my life has led me to this point, and I never want to go back. The past has made me stronger.
Things aren't easy now, but my eyes are finally open. I know that everyday, the stars are a little brighter, and my smiles get a little bigger.
What more can I ask for?
Being a single mom, is of course, not something I dreamed about. However, it is amazing. I know that even though at the end of everyday I'm exhausted, I'm molding a person. Reminding myself of that helps me be the best role model I can be. He'll see that I work hard to support him but never complain about it, because he's more important than anything else in the world. Everyone that knows me knows that he is number one in my life and has been since the day I found out I was pregnant. I always tell people when they ask if I wish I had waited yes. But then I go on to tell them that even though I wish I had waited; if someone told me I could give Braydin up now and have him back at the same age 5 years from now, with nothing changed, they would get a hell no. I don't even know what to do with myself when he's at his dad's house. I get restless and end up driving around for hours sometimes (that really sucks considering the gas prices). I couldn't have a more brilliant, loveable little boy. (don't get me wrong though..he's definitely a hellion)
I'm finally starting all over. Everything that has happened in my life has led me to this point, and I never want to go back. The past has made me stronger.
Things aren't easy now, but my eyes are finally open. I know that everyday, the stars are a little brighter, and my smiles get a little bigger.
What more can I ask for?
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